Before the Lobotomy

Dreaming
I am only dreaming
Of another place and time
Where my familys from
Singing
I can hear them singing
When the rain had washed away
All these scattered dreams
Dying
Everyones reminded
Hearts are washed in misery
Drenched in gasoline
Laughter
There is no more laughter
Songs of yesterday
Now live in the underground

Life before the lobotomy
Christian sang the eulogy
Sign my love a lost memory
From the end of the century

Well its enough to make you sick
To cast a stone and throw a brick
When the sky is falling down
It burned your dreams into the ground

Christians lesson is what hes been sold,
We are normal and self-controlled,
Remember to learn to forget,
Whiskey shots and cheap cigarettes

Well Im not stoned
Im just fucked up
I got so high I cant stand up
Im not cursed cause Ive been blessed
Im not in love cause Im a mess

Life refuges
Were lost like refugees
Like refugees
We're lost like refugees
The brutality of reality
Is the freedom that
Keeps me from dreaming

Dreaming
I am only dreaming
Of another place and time
Where my familys from
Singing
I can hear them singing
When the rain had washed away
All these scattered dreams
Dying
Everyones reminded
Hearts are washed in misery
Drenched in gasoline
Laughter
There is no more laughter
Songs of yesterday
Now live in the underground